STARRAIN

Declare: I'm someone who will really love my friends with all my heart if they are nice people (i.e down-to earth, kind, unselfish), that's the reason I heart Cylin and many of the others!

Now the following Act 'guai' bitch, she is fucking selfish. I really look-down on her. I will call her T-Girl!


I wont say her full-name to help her save some face to live on.

She's my good friend once upon a time but had since evoked to a bastard. Big head, eyes popped out, retarded, selfish and evil still wanna act 'guai' or demure type.

Unfortunately got to know each other from Secondary school and it went all the way to 2 private academy institutions. So we 'contacted' each other for 9 years? Well, we ONLY contacted during 'learning process' when she needed me. When she needed my guidance for school-work. For bloody 9 years. we went out for less than 20 times. Means each year we only had 2 precious outings. Pathetic or what?

I did confessed my feelings to her, about how I felt when we hang out so less, how lonely I felt without her because she and Cylin were my only friends then. Cylin was in the service industry, so hanging out on weekends is no-no, plus I don't have those Random Boyfriends to date, like the bastard had many. I felt lonely, neglected etc. Although I mentioned she contacted me for the school-work shit, but during which we share thoughts and gossip etc which made us good friend that time.

The bastard got big fat cheeks to say she felt it's fine to go out with boyfriend instead of friends.. (because of your bitchiness?) If she had always kept to that bitchy thought..... But Well, WORST of all, she mentioned fucking many times that SHE WILL NEVER NEGLECT A FRIEND FOR A BF! She even accused me by saying that I also neglected her after I got a bf!!?? Which is NEVER true! I still asked her out what! And as usual rejected by her excuses! Retarded!

Labels: Good Friend Turn Bad

Also people saying I look like the Egypt Queen >>>

Hilarious pic

I actually agreed with JY that this hair is like so 'last yr'. I didn't want it either! See>>>

This! is the hair I wanted...

The hairstylist I always trusted failed this time. She gave me something like this>>>

Worst than this pic I tell you. Its like the curl should go smoothly like a "S" but some of the curl was like "V" got me? Means spoil la. Some more my hair is black, totally cant make it!

I couldn't stand the ugliness, I spent another sum of $ to straighten it the next day and became like the first pic. =( At different salon of course, don't wanna see the hairstylist again. I always trusted her skill so much! Anyway she really got the bit of Attitude Problem that always come along with artistic people, its hard to explain, only me and my best friend Cylin share the same thought.

Now I miss my long hair badly =(

Updates : How can I forgot that I was also tagged as LADY GAGA.

• Too free at work - its not very nice to fall asleep at work... zzZ
• Hope it can be a remedy to my 'depression' due to family stress =(
• Need a place to make declarations, express my angers and happiness, action to ppl my creativity n nice pics XD
• A space for E-memories/Dairy
  
• Somewhere I can be SO myself~ Like a baby - cry aloud. Like a coyote - laughed in the dark.

Now there's SOUL in the blog itself...

Hope this blog can help me lose some weight???!!! Aiya.. you all won't understand la... I shall blog if I lose some fats then.... Woo~ excited..

P/S: This blog is done secretly.. not a single soul knows about it. Wait till its more interesting ( I got lots of stuff to blog about) then I shall inform my good friends ;)